music in me...

ha ha...been listening to indie songs today...to name a few,zee avi-kantoi,yuna-dan sebenarnya,ali ahmad-satu kepala,mr.b-beautiful...good songs,good music,good arrangement.ok,talking about music,my fav topic actually...music had been a huge influence to me since i was brought up by people who not just loves music but actually in the music scene...my mom was a cabaret singer(ha ha ha...she has a good voice u know...),my auntie also a singer in a big band (and she won several singing contests),my uncle played instrument when he was alive,trumpet to be exact...and music was played all day in our house,be it from the radio,gramaphone,record player or cartridge...ol' skool...ha ha ha...and that lead me to my interest to play music instrument as well...i started to learn guitar when i was 11...but i find it hard becuz i was a lefty,and learn yourself was so damn hard...then i switch to drums...and to be frank,i'm pretty good in it...ha ha...played in a few bands in my teenage time...but never serious in it...ok my kind of music mostly are rock and rap...ha ha...some people dont believe it when i said i like hip-hop...but for me any music is still cool...as long as it is music...i know music had influenced u guys as well...so,keep rockin',keep rappin',keep the music soul alive...

i'm feeling good...

ok,now i feel good n a bit relief...yesterday's mess is out of my head now...i just had my lunch...rice,fish,cuttlefish,a bit of vegie n plain water...i'm stuffed...lol...work is as usual,not much...received a call from a friend said he wanted to meet me up later tonite...sounds cool,it's been like over 10 years we havent met...must have a lot of catching ups to do...so,we'll see how it goes...(",)

nothing much to say today...

i had a usual morning today...got up at 9,shower and iced milo for breakfast...but today i got nothing much to write here since i was still affected by yesterday's events...i was so disappointed,angry and kinda emotional...i dunno what's going on or what went south,everything kinda not as what i wanted them to be...i remember an answer an old friend of mine used to say everytime i asked "how's life?"..."life sucks as usual..."hmm...i guess,now it's my turn to use that line...credit to my friend,joshua...ok,that's all for the time being...ciao...

last nite i had a multiple wierd dreams...dreamt of me going fishing and captured a lil' girl (who actually a fish...ha ha ha) then cooked for kelantan people to eat.then a dream about me having another kid brother who was living in iraq and came back to malaysia to pursue his degree...ha ha,what a dream...and the dream continued till my girl woke me up...told her about the wierd dreams i had,turns out she also had few dreams but she couldnt remember any of 'em...ha ha...our topic this morning is about our house where some payments need to be made,lawyer fees,contractor's fee and few other things.i reached my office at 10.i'm suppose to close an filming equipment rental today but no answer form my clients.got some backlog payment needs to be collected also today.hope i could remit some to the account.bills,bills,bills...

today's...

thank God it wasn't a quiet day today...even tho still got nothing much to do,but few affiliates came over and brought in some inputs about what' going on in the entertainment industry at the time being...well,not that i wasn't aware just getting extra inputs is good for me...they came to my office and started telling me about their work and projects...bla bla bla...then they have this new project they wanted to jv with my company...after reviewing their proposal,i thought it was a good programme,but i'm not indulge to reveal it here since this is a p&c project...ha ha...u know how it works...but unfortunately,(for me),this project could only be started next year...hmm,such a long wait...but the positive part,i know next year i got a big thing to start with in january...still,i'm grateful...at the moment,let me think of something else...will let u know later...ciao...

breakfast anyone...?

started my morning with my cat howling from outside my bedroom window...damn it was 7 in the morning and she wanted to come in...i covered my ears with the pillows and went back to sleep...but i dont wanna write about that...i wanna write about my mission statement...personal mission statement actually...i have this ambition being a billionaire...it was always m y ambition even since i was a kid...do u remember when we were in primary during the year end we had to fill up the student profile where there was a column where we need to fill up the column of our ambitions...?there were 3 columns,and u know what i wrote?millionaire,multi-millionaire and of course,billionaire...ha ha ha...but no i'm already 36,still struggling to be yet not even close...hmm...that's y i joint this blogging site bcuz my bro told me these brilliant ideas of what i could achieve from here...having a blog was a start...the next step is to give some efforts on signing up to multiple sites that could generate good income for me...yeah,i know,there are thousands of people already made bank thru the net,but i believe it's time for me now...if u watched jerry mcguirre,there were a line of dialogue (dont recall who n who...lol) that says,"show me the money..."i'm intend to show that to u once i succeed...now,gotta work my ass off...see ya...

still thinking...

it's 11:15 pm,watching tv n surfing,pretty much trying to write something here...ha ha...had an early dinner with my other half at about 7...so it's actually about time for me to get hungry again...lol...might grab a bite soon...it's an ordinary night tho,just like always...hoping for a busy day tomorrow since i've got nothing much to do at work recently...that's all for now...spare it for tomorrow...

just started...

today is my first time having a blog...ha ha ha,i know,it's kinda late...but never too late to start one,right...?it's a whole new thing for me,but i'll learn and get used to it...and hope to benefits myself n others,tangibly and intangibly...so,i'll write again tomorrow...peace...